I was shocked by his action."I don't think that is sincere",he left the room after he said that.I was suprised and speechless.I don't have any idea about what happened just now."He asked me whether I have something to tell him or not,and when I finally told him,he said that is not sincere enough?..I don't understand what he want",I whispered to myself.I opened the door and went out from the room.When I was outside,my fiends were all there."Hailey,what happened?I saw Will went out with unhappy expression",Tyra asked."What happened?",Denise asked when she saw my face also looked unhappy.I kept my mouth shut and walked-left all my friends behind.I need some time to think what had just happened,because I have no idea what had just happened.Weird.



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We were so quiet.I didn't look at his face."So,did you have something to tell me?",he ask.I kept quiet."You really have nothing to say?",he ask again.I look at another side of the room-refuse to look at his face."If you really have nothing to say,then I should leave",he said with a sad voice and expression.He was holding the knob when,"wait!!",i called him.He turned to face me."Erm....I think I like you",I said-looking at the floor."You think?",he was frustrated.He hold the knob again.I ran to him and hug him from behind."No,I really really,totally like you",i convinced him.He pushed my hands.


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"Hailey",i heard someone calling my name.I turned to look at that person.It's Denise-running to me."Hailey..Will..he..",she were gasping for air."Take a deep breath first..why so rush?",i looked at her."Will is sick",she told me."What?where is he now?",i shook Denise's body-asking her to tell me where is Will.She point to the Sick Room.I ran to there.I opened the door,and it was empty."Hello,hello,anybody..hello",I was looking around in the room.The bed was empty,and I wonder where Will could be.I was worried about him.Suddenly,I heard someone chuckled.I turned my head,and i saw there are my best friends with their boyfriends and also the 'germ'."What are you all doing at here?",I asked them.Violet,Camelia and Catherine burst out laughing."Can anyone explain,why are we all at here?",I'm getting angry because I can know what is going on."It's just that you and your ego..you didn't tell anyone about your fellings,even to us,your best friends",Denise explain."I told you all about my fellings..i always tell you all",I defend myself."but not abput Will",Tyra said."Okay wait,why this have to do with Will and this ego part?",I ask them."I know you like Will,but you just don't want to admit about that..i don't why you making this become so hard..just tell him you like him..please",Amy said to me."I don't like this 'germ'",I told them."Well,the fact that you are here is the proof that you like him",Denise said.I was speechless."I think it is better if we leave",Catherine said to the others and giving sign to them to leave me and Will alone.




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i will post my story starting from today..

wuahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh(crying),nw d skul band becme a concert band ad..............percussionist will becme useless 2 d band............im not satisfied........in concert band,percussion is nothing.......no one will noe whether there is percussion section or not......i like marching band...in marching band,percussionist can do drum solo and show what we got..like nw,percussionist are practising our drum solo 4 sports day...we start practising from nw becz we want to show to our seniors that percussionist are not useless...the seniors always said that percussion is the most lowest grade among the other section...especially the discipline...last time,we had drum major in percussion,so whenever we did wrong,we had been punished....i think its better like that...because nw,in percussion,most of us are same age...so the others doesnt show their respect to the section leader..they just simply talk only...dont wan 2 play that song,go an tell dania...wan play anything,go and tell dania oso...and the juniors always interupt when dania is talking..i still remember during my time,we dun even dare to sneeze when the seniors are talking...nw,the junior rlly make dania felt hurt..i knew it becz,everyday im with dania..she told me everything...i pity her,but i cant do anything becz i dun hve power 2 say anything...i hope the juniors will change their attitude in band...i didint ask many,just respect her in band only if u dun wan respect her when outside of the band...i rlly wish that band and percussionist wont be a problem 4 dania anymre..hope dania can concentrate in her study 4 PMR..~_~

little rain,i take ur lao goong ad.........hahahahahahahahaha..............nw,yesung oppa is mine

guess who

my sexy jaejoong

-_-

my leg very pain...............i cant rlly walk,but i forced myself 2 go band practise........2day,dania didnt cme,so its kind of boring becz i hve no one 2 bully........2day,i very good,didnt bully ppl,but that artisha tan mke me angry.........she called me retarded ppl.jz bcz i cant walk properly.........grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..im going to kill her soon..........muahahahahahahaha.........ARTISHA TAN,U GOING TO DIE IN MY HADAINA'S HAND...........hehehehe...........yerrr,2mr need to pass up geo folio.........need 2 do it nw.........lazy lah.......very menyusahkan ppl only doing the folio..........

jogathon..................band

2day is my jogathon day...but i didnt go becz i think its better if i sleep at hme on saturday.......later,im going kuantan 2 celebrate my cousin's b'day.......very boring going there.ntg 2 do wif the cousins....ntg 2 talk............n i dun like my cousin bro...very irritating......he think he knows evrything....*like he know*..........

start july,i can go band 4 one day only becz,exam cming soon.....n most of the percussionist are f3...there is 2 f2 n one f4...very kesian rite we all????????wat to do.....we all must help each other in this case.........

hailey's

i jz started the third book...its mre to will and hailey's conflicts and her conflicts with her friends.......i rlly no heart to write bout hailey fighting wif will.....i rlly x sampai hati want to write it.anyway,i hve to...............very hard to write................uahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

KB-so bad-piano concert

ytd,all d band members went to kepong baru skul 4 thier music exchange programme..there were 5 skuls..we perfomed our song..after that,i getting so boring..after lunch,they asked us 2 combined with other skul 2 play two songs..out of 9 percussionist from st mary,only three of us play 4 the two song..not fair..the person who choose the songs shoould consider all sections..not only 4 blowers..should choose songs that have a lot of percussion 2 instrutments....if nt,it ll be like ytd..i rlly nt satisfied with KB skul ytd...the are nt fair....

after came back from KB,i went back 2 take bath,after that straight away go to the piano concert..it was so fun..music were played non-stop..its a good experience..i love it...i want to go again,if they do it again...korean pianist played so well....im so jealous........

2day.........upset...........bought....................-_-

2day,had band practise...the marching part was fun,but the blowing is very sad...ex-drum n ex,ex-drum major came 2day n scolded us..ex-drum major scolded me...to tell the truth,when she scolded me,i was preety upset but after that i ok because i reminded myself that she scolded me 4 my own good..so,i knew what she did is rite.....btw,i bought the dress ad...black colour....imagine.........

band.......................dress..........................

2mr gt band practise band....feel great after a long week of holidays........very boring sitting at hme....oh yeah,i went 2 tke the piano tickets....the place is so damn far........the area is so complicated.......anw,i made it on time,so i gt the tickets.......hehe,feel happy...bt,becz of this,my mom is taking advantage on me when we went 2 buy the dress...we need 2 buy dress becz the dress code is formal........can u imagine im wearing a dress?????????????wow,i cant imagine that.........but,jz becz of my passion to music,i still ok wif the dress,altough inside my heart,i feel so weird..............

feel great

i just finished wrote my story....im still didnt satisfied with the emdng,i dunno why........im starting on the 3rd story..same characters..as usual,its about hailey n her bf,will,denise n her bf,xander,hailey's bff,violet,sammy,cecilia,catherine,tyra n addison...the 2nd story is about hailey n her bf..the 3rd story maybe mre to her n her bff,mre to their conflicts........its going to be to be though........yeah,because i will write based on my experienced......trust me,i rlly do thos story based on my life.......everything that i wrote in the 2nd story is what i wanted it 2 be.i rlly hope it will become true..
oh,yeah,this friday nite,im going 2 the 1st biggest piano concert at klcc...its been organised by the korean piano society.........haah,talking about korean,,,,yesterday,i saw korean ppl.......he is very handsome n tall..........i listened to everything that he sad.n thats make me feel happy.hehe....im really crazy about korean.........totally crazy about korean........IM A BIG FAN OF KOREAN...I LIKE THEIR LANGUANGE N THEIR PEOPLES......I LOVE KOREAN SO MUCH.......(thats all 4 2day,becz im getting crazy nw)...

feel great

im still happy about d ensemble.....its,d best thing in my life....it oso a good memory of percussionist with all the f5....yeah,about d f5,actlly,im planning smething 4 d f5.......hehe.......they ll noe on band party...i ll do d suprise with all d percussionist.....2 d f5(percussionist), pls wait till the end of the year,then,i ll show ur suprise....i rlly hope this year ll be the great year 4 everyone........yerr,i feel like i want 2 do the ensemble again n again n again n again n again......i love it so much...when i watch the video again,only i agree what the audience said,"its 2 short"...i feel its 2 short becz,ITS VERY NICE......I LOVE THE PERCUSSION ENSEMBLE........THANKS TO ALL THE PERCUSSIONIST BECAUSE DID IT PERFECTLY.........KAMSAMIDA.....

2day

my frend ask me 2 go out 2mr..bt my appa still giv answer..i feel like want 2 cry..anw,2day im happy..i dunno y,bt i dun hve any probs 2day...hehe

my best frends

i hve 9 best frends..n i hve alot of frends..my best frends are choi foong(although she hate me nw),vancy(i think both of us ok ad),sylvia(who i love d so much),dania(always there 4 me),thahira,ming yi(my taekwondo pal),arulina(best frend) n artisha(who always noe my probs,becz we live nearby)..i hve a lot of frends,like i said jz nw..band frends,classmates,sme of d f1 gals n f2..oso sme of f4 n f5..i noe im very very talkative,n i cant control it..i think dat is the reason my best frends hurt about..becz i dun hve d time 2 spend wif them..sme of my bff think dat im 2 close wif another bff,n i'd ignored them (without i noticed),n one of them think im a loveholic(maybe true),n one mre think dat i totally ignored her n dun like her..
let me explain........
maybe it seems like i treated one of my bff only..actlly,she gt a lot of probs,so,i listened n tried 2 solve her probs(if i can)..about d loveholic,,,,,,,emmmm,,,,,,,maybe a little over...i think so...sorry about dat..i promised i wont talk about dat anymre wif you..n,d ignoring part..maybe you feel dat i ignred you d most,among d others..im sorry if i make you feel like dat..i didnt mean 2..maybe i made you feel bad b4,until you cried,i rlly didnt realized what i said 2 u..im rlly sorry..

sorry

i want 2 apologise 2 all my frends 4 my bad attitude..maybe i dun rlly hve d time 2 talk 2 u all..well,i hve a lot of frends..n,im so sorry becz i dunno hw 2 divide my time..i hve talkative frend in class,who always talk about her bf..i dun rlly cre..but,i hope my best frend who sit beside me in d class,could understand my situation..i rlly tried my best 2 treat everyone equally..im sorry 2 my best frends if i did things dat u all dun like..n im sorry if i said things dat hurt u..im rlly sorry if ignore u in class,or where ever..beyanata(sorry)

happy

2day my skul had our teachers day celebration..i n all d percussionist did a percussion ensemble..everyone said its vey nice,but its 2 short..if we all(percussionist) do longer,i think our hand ll going 2 break..we hit d table so hard until our hands swollen ad..hehe..my hands still pain..i think this 2 weeks holidays only ll recovered..we really hit d table really super hard..i like the perfomance..eveything we all did,we didi at the same time..i knew it becoz i watched d video dat my frend had recorded...thats all 4 2day.. anyong ...

bad day

im having a bad day 2day..i had exam tiz 2 weeks...2day i had science n geo paper..wah sei,very hard..until,i feel want to throw out during the exam..
2day oso a bad day becoz.im fighting wif my 'beloved' frend..she always want to fight wif me..i dunno why..i feel like she want to attract people's attention by shouting,fighting..i dunno lah,n dun cre..she want talk to me,i ll talk to her..but,if she want me to talk to her first,i must think about it 1st..

my life

i'm a band member